i'm bad at making decisions.. and i'm not saying bad as in can't.. but i'm just not sure about it, and tempted to change it afterwards. hmm.. and this decision that i've just made, i've been bitting around the bush for a while, but then after finally made it, i felt like changing it -- because i'm crazy. yes.
i need someone who can show me the way, who can stop me when i'm thinking of doing something stupid. God, help!