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Tuesday, March 31, 2009Y
// why oh why

i don't know why, i can't just be happy without thinking bout the past. i want to let go, and yet i keep holding on to it for some reason i yet not know. and i hate the fact that i try to compare the present and the past though i don't really want to know or though there's nothing good comes out of it. god, i'm screwed, eh?

is it bcos i took yeaaaaaaars to forget about one past, but when i finally forget about it, and think only about the present, the present turns out to be just as same as the past? ah, i don't know what i'm rambling about anymore. or maybe i just refuse to forget, cos then it would look like it didn't mean anything. cos it did. mean something. everything, then. the past should look fake now, but in fact, to me, the present does...


went at 2:29 PM happyy-stopp
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Monday, March 30, 2009Y
// God, hear thee

Dear God,

how can someone be so sweet at one time, n turned into a cruel, heartless n selfish self the next?
why do people have interest in something at one time, but chose not to the next if there's no solid reasons?
don't tell me cos people change, dear God, cos I don't think u MAKE them change unless they want to.
and why do people prefer to follow the book so much rather than their own heart?

went at 4:06 PM happyy-stopp
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