// keep holding on...
i'm better, thanks to those who asked. not perfect, but still, a step up, right?
and with the things at the office, i'm glad that at least i have 2 other people who knew about what happened even before i told them, which made me really surprised. i didn't expect people to actually notice! and today one of the B has the day off, so yes, so far, am happy.
ps: am still thinking about what should i say or do next.. the world has confused me all right. i don't know what's right or wrong anymore.. :(
// rain, rain, go away...
.........
i'm speechless. thought the sun finally shines.. but it's raining. like always.
just shoot me now.