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Friday, June 19, 2009Y
// put the song.. on repeat, pls!

I think I should change my playlist.

from Rihanna feat. Ne-yo's "Hate That I Love You" to Katharine McPhee's "Over It".

hmm.. better??

or exactly the opposite? blimey! pfft.

went at 10:36 AM happyy-stopp
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Thursday, June 18, 2009Y
// meetings.. and more meetings.

a former colleague introduced me to these "politicians" of Kagoshima (I don't really know what they r, exactly.. governor? board members? ah, whatevs.) today. now that my range of so-called acquaintences had widen, I better get a job!! else, I don't see the benefit of having these connections at all. tick tock..

went at 10:26 AM happyy-stopp
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009Y
// a week has passed...

.. and 14 more days to go to find a new job.

or my ass is going home. m(_ _)m

hmm.. should I just go to Tokyo?? sigh.

went at 10:23 AM happyy-stopp
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Monday, June 15, 2009Y
// dammit!

still trying to learn how to let go.. rather than trying to look for answers..

still trying to not care.. rather than thinking why it happened..

still trying to shut it.. rather than opening up to people..

ah. call me naive, call me stupid.. but I just think there won't be a need to even write this post if people start being human.

went at 11:56 AM happyy-stopp
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009Y
// now there's just me against the world

pretty much like what the title says. shoo!

the rain won't stop, and the devils keep dancing, so i'm just gonna go. if that will turn it all back to normal -- so goodbye.

went at 1:33 AM happyy-stopp
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Monday, June 08, 2009Y
// really? shut up!

heh heh.. I was scouted while walking in Tenmonkan. but, hmm.. like always, let's not get too excited now, shall we? not until we know if it's ligid or not. (since I've been there, done that for a few times before. cheh.)

well, honestly, I don't really think it is, but whatever. will just go and look at it for fun. since I'm in desperate need of that lately. blah.

went at 9:15 PM happyy-stopp
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Saturday, June 06, 2009Y
// keep holding on...

i'm better, thanks to those who asked. not perfect, but still, a step up, right?

and with the things at the office, i'm glad that at least i have 2 other people who knew about what happened even before i told them, which made me really surprised. i didn't expect people to actually notice! and today one of the B has the day off, so yes, so far, am happy.

ps: am still thinking about what should i say or do next.. the world has confused me all right. i don't know what's right or wrong anymore.. :(

went at 11:41 AM happyy-stopp
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009Y
// rain, rain, go away...

.........

i'm speechless. thought the sun finally shines.. but it's raining. like always.

just shoot me now.

went at 11:17 AM happyy-stopp
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