what didn't i know? that moving out can be so much stressful. have been living in this house for the whole 4 years, so of course i've felt a lil comfortable living in this pod hole, a messy one that is (lol), tho the no-air-cond-complaints is playing in my head every now n then. hehe.

was supposed to finish packing like 30 days ago, but i keep postponing the moving out date. haha. procrastinator? oh yes, a MAJOR one. tho not leaving kagoshima anytime soon, but since i've told the landlord that i'm moving, plus, don't have the scholarship anymore to pay the rent, like it or not, have to move to my friend's place. thank God my friend has a place for me, eh? so i keep telling myself. so like, this is the 2nd time i've delayed the moving date, which costs me 49,500 yen, thank u very much. the point is, i just can't postpone it anymore.

so the cleaning up n throwing out things begin. but hell this is not the things i'm good at. n i always use the dust allergies as my excuse. but seriously, it's damn stressful! i don't even know where to start! and what to throw, even what to do with it! would love to pay someone else to do it. yea, right. like i have the money. geez.

and how do i let go of the stress while taking a so-called "short" break from packing?? u know where -- u r reading it! LOL.