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Thursday, May 28, 2009Y
// unsure

I don't know how much longer I can take all of this. everything. when I hit the rock bottom, people always say that something good will come out of it. but it seems like that "something good" is not here for a long run. :( but thank God that I still have some around me, someone like shioya-san, a colleague from when I was working at the advertising company. dinner with her today really made me relax a bit, and wanted to stay strong fighting all the "evil" in the office. haha. but I'm also worried as she's suffering from cancer and still need to take her meds. oh God, why do u always take the good ones earlier than those who don't even have the love for others? soooo many things were taken from me before, dear God. so please, not her too. amen.

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