Aimy ♥ Mizushima Hiro

a computer engineering graduate in denial.
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in love with Mizushima Hiro. (still couldn't accept the fact that he's married. *cries*)
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loves anything that has to do with fashion, but hates that she doesn't have enough money to own EVERY latest fashion, or a sewing talent for that matter.
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sometimes wonders why men are the way they are. :p
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wished she could give those skinny-but-always-think-they're-fat Japanese girls a bitch slap.
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loves all her close buddies to bits.
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an ordinary girl who wants to be extraordinary.
And, a beautiful one too. ;)


I'm no devil; but don't mistake me as an angel. :D
If you think you know me, err.. just think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

dear blog,

sorry that I left u alone for quite a while. I was caught up with feeling pity for myself and forgotten that u were always there for me. so for that, I apologize.

well, to sum everything up, I was in a mess since I quit my last job as an English teacher. I didn't get paid, at all, which sucks, and to add more pressure to it, the world is on an economic crisis, and Japan companies had laid-off most of their workers, and it's even harder for me, a foreigner to find a job here.

but then, in January, something good happened in a part of my life, and I thought, oh well, at least there IS something good. it was really great, at first, but u know what always happens when I open my heart again.. so yea. that Feb, was the worst time ever. I saw each and every thing started to fall apart, I don't even have money to eat, and at that point, every little mistake that happened, conjured my angry switch. I've never ever been rude to my foster mom, but yet, I did during that period. but still, I'm very much blessed to have all these people around me, who lent me their shoulders for me to cry on, who always have my back though in times like this, and I shall never, EVER, forget any of them.

in March, things started to calm. not good though, but just plain calm. I was still on my journey to look for a new job... 3 months without a job and without any savings to live, pretty much brought me into the same group as zombies. well, not literally. I lost 5 kg, but I don't think skinny is my look. as I thought things will go back to normal in that month, cos it seemed that way for a second, I was lost again to reality.

but then, dear blog, when I thought I won't stand strong long enough, faith came back to me. a wonderful saviour came to fix anything broken inside, and, I was called for a job interview -- which then was directly hired by the CEO himself after 20 minutes!!! I was very happy, blog dear, VERY! and now, though the job isn't really what I expected, and the atmosphere in the office is not that good, but at least I'm starting to breathe normally again, for sure.

so again, blog, sorry for my absence all these months, but I know u'll always be there whenever I need u. thank u. ♥