Aimy ♥ Mizushima Hiro

a computer engineering graduate in denial.
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in love with Mizushima Hiro. (still couldn't accept the fact that he's married. *cries*)
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loves anything that has to do with fashion, but hates that she doesn't have enough money to own EVERY latest fashion, or a sewing talent for that matter.
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sometimes wonders why men are the way they are. :p
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wished she could give those skinny-but-always-think-they're-fat Japanese girls a bitch slap.
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loves all her close buddies to bits.
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an ordinary girl who wants to be extraordinary.
And, a beautiful one too. ;)


I'm no devil; but don't mistake me as an angel. :D
If you think you know me, err.. just think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

some of u know that i work in japan, in an advertising company. well, after all the crying, the stress, and the breathless-phonecall with my senpai, i finally quit the job. not that i'm not strong enuff to face my boss, believe me, i've been patient more than u can imagine, but, since the company won't give me a working visa, i have to find a job somewhere else, somewhere who actually know my worth. chewah!

and so, found a job as an english teacher. not something to brag about though, coz my english is still not that superb like the natives, but anyhow, it's a tuition kinda place and all i need to do is teach the kindergarten kids and primary school students, so i say what da hell... found it before i quit my last job, of course, so in a way, i guess maybe that's why i had the strength to left my boss like nobody's business. heh. besides, i need the visa by this 20th! damn..!

am in the new office now, using the computer, haha, since there's no class to teach today. yeehaa! it's actually my 2nd day, so i haven't officially start work yet. am looking forward to it, actually, are u kidding?! i love kids! except for the naughty ones, maybe. hehehe.

sometimes i'd say i hate staying here.. c'mon, this is kagoshima, not tokyo! but, the people over here are obviously much more nicer than tokyo-rians (?), so that's why i feel it's safer for a start. maybe after i'm getting used to it, i'll find a way to tokyo, i don't know... but anyways, it's a new life. i need one of that. who would have figured, malaysia has so many dramas, more than the U.S ever showed in their reality program? lol. i need a new life, a new surroundings, or new people, maybe, but of course, there are still beloved old people (i don't mean that they are old, please.) that i need in my new life. =)

so to them (they know who they are), i'm waiting for u to come to japan and visit me. hehe. and oh, maybe i didn't have the chance to say this before, but, sorry that i chose not to go back home and stay here, i didn't mean to worry u all, but i guess i need this. at least for a while. i know that u'd understand. i promise i'll come back to u one day, don't be mad. i love u all.