going back to Kagoshima after spending 5 days in Tokyo. sigh. being away makes me realize how much I hate kagoshima, except for the people, I guess. but, spending time in Tokyo sure makes me wonder how sincere the people there really are. e.g, met a new friend, but he/she just msg or call me when they need some help. and that makes me feel like i'm being used. put urself in my shoe, won't u feel the same? well, maybe i was just overthinking it. whatever. already shut in my book.
anyways, do u often get a "why don't u have a boyfriend/ girlfriend?" question?? i KNOW, it's irritating somtimes, huh? how do we actually answer these kind of, may i say, stupid questions? ignorance is no help, trust me. on the other hand, i wonder why these people need to know so much why we don't have one. geez. as i can put it, the girls will always say, "men are jerks", while the guys will answer, "girls are hard to understand". so, go figure?! heh.
ok, let's put that matter on the other side of the table. still haven't fix my computer yet... so am using the one at the office. actually, i don't even bother to fix it. guess it's already too old. so went to find for a new one instead. and yes, the price...! abso-fucking-lutely over my one-month's-salary, thankyouverymuch. am looking for a sugar daddy to buy me one. anyone??? hahaha.
