I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour if that,
and started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?
But I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
so.. how far
i've come? i'd like to think, far. i mean, i've come a far way. spending (
and aging) yet an extra year in japan, i must say, i had my worries at first. a lot had happened back home, which made me decided to stay here longer, to cleanse anything that i think need to be cleansed (lol), and a lot has happened during that
"cleansing" period too, things i would have never imagine could happen, that is. but, whatever.
so yea, i believe i
have come a far way. physically, and emotionally. tho most of the time it's more to emotional. heh. and that, i think, is what made some people said i've change. well, maybe so. the girl who used to contact her friends back home, or maybe nearby, like, everyday, now thinks that there's no point of doing so when she's always the one who gives a damn. the person who used to like making new friends (tho not randomly), now finds that where's the fun in it if it only ends with a backstabbing friend? the person who likes to believe the best in people and trusting them before, now finds that most of them are full of bull. so to answer your question, yes, maybe i've changed. and maybe sometimes, i don't really like the person i've become, in terms of human relations, but it took a great while for me to be somewhat cold-hearted. u've had your chance. don't blame me.
but, to those who are ever so wonderful to me, to u, i'll be the same. and thank you for not making me to change.
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i'm blogging while watching a volleyball match, so u know how men in sweats can be such a distraction. haha. better off now. lol.
p/s: i think this overdue milk is making my tummy feels funny.. erk.and oh! HAPPY GRADUATION to meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! *curtsies*
