my mom
buang tebiat. suddenly, she had this urge of wanting to introduce me to a "nice guy" that obviously, she likes. she used to never cared or never butt in to whoever i like, whoever i date with, etc.. b4, she will say like "up to u. u r the one who ones to get married", when i asked her bout these kinda things. so her sudden change of heart scares me. and, for her to say some things bout having my own choice, hurt me a lot. n i was pissed. seriously. so i just hang up the phone when she started to like, condemn every other guys who has or had something with me. *sigh*
i don't like the fact that i know someone bcoz my mom wants me to. it's awkward. n it's definitely a pressure. i like it to be natural, u know? hmm.. don't wanna tell the whole conversation here coz it will make me mad. or maybe scared. i dunno. so i better stop.
i'm pissed, i'm scared, i'm disappointed, i'm hurt. n
i miss si perut tong. (T_T)
balik la cepattttttttttttttt!!! *sob sob*