a computer engineering graduate in denial. ♪♪♪
in love with Mizushima Hiro. (still couldn't accept the fact that he's married. *cries*) ♪♪♪
loves anything that has to do with fashion, but hates that she doesn't have enough money
to own EVERY latest fashion, or a sewing talent for that matter. ♪♪♪
sometimes wonders why men are the way they are. :p ♪♪♪
wished she could give those skinny-but-always-think-they're-fat Japanese girls a bitch slap. ♪♪♪
loves all her close buddies to bits. ♪♪♪
an ordinary girl who wants to be extraordinary. And, a beautiful one too. ;)
I'm no devil; but don't mistake me as an angel. :D
If you think you know me, err.. just think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
i have a band practice today coz the live is tmrw n we didn't have enuff practice. damn! i'm gonna miss the final episode of 'hana yori dango'! Rui, forgive me!! *cries* God, sometimes i swear, that the band's giving me this pressure that just makes we wanna blow up like the sakurajima volcano! *kaboom!* (ok, i'm exaggerating). i mean, like, we usually play the same songs over n over again, n there's just like one, or two new songs each performance. meaning, every time we have a live performance to do, we don't need to practice all the songs, right? i mean, yea, of course we do, but aren't we supposed to focus on the new songs instead?! coz supposedly, the old ones are the ones that we've actually master n just need to brush it up once in a while.. am i not right? but, what frustrates me is how they keep practicing ALL the songs until we don't have enuff time to focus on what we supposed to be focusing on -- the new song(s)!! (i'm just overly mad coz they made me missed my fav tv show! and it's the last episode! grrr..)
anyway, my fren, melissa, is admitted to the hospital this week regarding her tooth surgery, so i have to cover her up for her english classes, which is tmrw, sunday, n next saturday. i guess it's ok coz i kinda need some extra money now. wait, who am i kidding? not kinda, but really! i really need extra money (the "extra" need to be cut off since i don't have any money now). i've been going to these part-time job interviews but keep getting no for an answer, which is something i don't wanna hear, in case u r asking (which i know u don't). most of it is bcoz i'm a foreigner. i just don't get it, u know? what do they have against foreigners, anyway? geez.
n urmm.. i've been thinking to do something with my hair. heh heh. *grins* but i just don't know yet. we'll see.. melissa, get out from the hospital quick!!
