a computer engineering graduate in denial. ♪♪♪
in love with Mizushima Hiro. (still couldn't accept the fact that he's married. *cries*) ♪♪♪
loves anything that has to do with fashion, but hates that she doesn't have enough money
to own EVERY latest fashion, or a sewing talent for that matter. ♪♪♪
sometimes wonders why men are the way they are. :p ♪♪♪
wished she could give those skinny-but-always-think-they're-fat Japanese girls a bitch slap. ♪♪♪
loves all her close buddies to bits. ♪♪♪
an ordinary girl who wants to be extraordinary. And, a beautiful one too. ;)
I'm no devil; but don't mistake me as an angel. :D
If you think you know me, err.. just think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
since my australian fren, melissa, went back home for xmas, we haven't meet each other even after she came back to kagoshima. that's like what? a month? tho we had try to hang out, or have some coffee together, still, things changed at the last minute. but at last, yesterday, we managed to meet-up at the usual lepak place, kusa no hana (yoko-san's), and finally she had the chance to look at my chicky2 pox face. haha. n i got to see the change to her hair as well. nice!
anyways, she gave me the gift that she bought in aussie n to my surprise, it's a book called "It's called a breakup because it's broken". (wah, perli.. =p) oh my, i just read a few articles from the book at Yahoo! featured news the other day, seriously! and now, i have the whole book! surprise, surprise..! lol.
i read a few lines while lepak-ing at kusa no hana. i know whatever the book says was true, just like what everybody has been saying to me, but i guess my brain (or maybe the main problem is actually my heart), just cudn't accept the naked truth. yet. the truth hurts, huh? but it's even more hurting coz i've been lied to all along. *sigh*
exams r coming next week n hell i haven't even prepared! at all! (geez, like that's anything new.) maybe the eagerness that i had to go back home was somehow gone *poof!* and so are the the urge of doing well in exams.. God, how can i become such a screw-up? *cries*
