a computer engineering graduate in denial. ♪♪♪
in love with Mizushima Hiro. (still couldn't accept the fact that he's married. *cries*) ♪♪♪
loves anything that has to do with fashion, but hates that she doesn't have enough money
to own EVERY latest fashion, or a sewing talent for that matter. ♪♪♪
sometimes wonders why men are the way they are. :p ♪♪♪
wished she could give those skinny-but-always-think-they're-fat Japanese girls a bitch slap. ♪♪♪
loves all her close buddies to bits. ♪♪♪
an ordinary girl who wants to be extraordinary. And, a beautiful one too. ;)
I'm no devil; but don't mistake me as an angel. :D
If you think you know me, err.. just think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
it's sunday. n life still sucks for me, thank u. but at least i'm trying to pick up where i was left, considering...
i mean like, now i have to figure how the hell am i going to find that much money to pay all the phone bills i've been using since err.. u-know-what. never in my entire life that i could imagine my life will turn upside-down in just.. what? 2 mnths? *sigh* trust me, all the bills sum up to an amount that i can even use to pay a down payment for a car! damn it! *cries* (good job, amy..) so i'm officially on the dead list now.
but.. i started to do things that i used to do b4.. let's start with thursday. i dloaded the premiere of ANTM cycle 7 n watched it twice! (yeayyy?) friday.. finally bringing my butt to go to the lab tho had to be lectured n busted my ass off doing the last-minute-preparation n experiments for my presentation. *pretending to be sick* (tho actually the slaids aren't finished yet.heh.) came home n went straight to my Latin dance class which i had stop going since i was "in the air", if u get what i mean. duhh~ n usually, after the dance class, i'll go to this lil cafe where me n some frens i've made here just sit around n wasting time chit chatting. hehe. so yeah, i decided to go back there as well. n everyone was surprised to see me after i "disappeared" for almost a year. i felt bad for making them so worried bout me, well, at least they said they were worried.. so yeah.
n yesterday, went to a farewell party for that australian couple who will take off on this 30th september. didn't have much to eat tho coz ohh, who am i kidding.. i've lost my money, n i couldn't even afford to pay the bills now n i'm tooooooooooootally been cut off from any kinds of communication, well, except for the internet (at least not yet), so yeah, eating is sooo not the problem right now. (if by any chance that the thief AND anyone concern is reading this, which i don't think they will, i just wanna say geee, thanks a lot for making my life so.. urmm.. "hectic")blurghh~
then i dloaded the o.c season 1 and in the progress of watching it now. (currently at episode 20) got addicted from yaya-ness actually. hehe. well, i think ryan is kinda cuteeee.. but i dun like marissa actually. i just think she's urmm.. stoo-pid. haha. u know, with that oliver guy thing n all.. duhh~ but no one's gonna replace my nathan tho.. woohoo~!! *curtsies, everyone!* and todayyyy, *grins* i called i.c. to wish him happy fasting month n as usual, the line sucks reallllll bad n we got disconnected after he made a sound when i told him i've berbuka (it was 5.15 p.m. msia time. heh.). great. justttttt great. *emo* (God! can't u give us just one proper phone conversation??) anyways, guess i better stop now or else another "adam" will comment me and say i'm begging for sympathy. haha, whatever.
p/s: happy fasting month, everybody! (i nearrrrrrly berbuka an hour early today.haha!)
