// as it passes...
been making my own hols 'til the end of the week. will be scold next week, for sure. lol. but i really need my own time off. since the plan of 'recovering' didn't go quite well. the presentation next week, n the preparation (damn it) -- ahh, put it aside! i'm officially in major big trouble, i realised.was about to get back on my two feet, but then again, something pulled me back down. damn, i've never been tested this hard before, i told myself. this is my final year, isn't that enuff as a test? guess not. *sigh*soooo... as i need some time off, which, is just two days left, haf to get back up -- fast! but how? the only thing that can make my day now -- iced chocolate! hehe. yess, that iced chocolate (some might know what iced chocolate really means. heh.). who always made my day with his sms or voice (even if that means for a minute!). n yeah, his eyesssssssss.. *drools* ohh how i miss iced chocolate (i.c.) now. didn't sms or call i.c. yesterday, yet feels like forever! sounds gedik, i know. lol. wish i didn't have to come back to japan this soon. then i'll be able to celebrate i.c.'s bday together. and berbuka puasa. woot woot!ok. what's the point of writing this again?? ohh. right. coz everything seems not on my side, i mean, anything, n everything i said won't even be counted, so i might just sit back n enjoy that iced chocolate, eh? haha. so not the point. hmm.. u can think n say whatever u want, i dun wanna care. i was just started to be enjoying life, to be free again, but u blew it -- coz u tot i wud give a damn of what u did, or who u do it with. puh-lease! i don't. not anymore. so please, don't blow it -- again.let's hope for a better life for all of us.
p/s: i miss iced chocolate!!! teeheehee.-- i didn't know the actual point of what i wanna write in the first place. lol. maybe some ideas on how to get back up within this 2 days other than thinking bout iced chocolate?? haha. ok, i need to stop! toodles~ =) --
